today is my mom's birthday and i totally forgot!!! !@#$%^&*.. few days ago i went to sibu and those days were really busy and i didn't even get chance to talk to my mom in phone..oh mom i'm really so sorry~~~

BUT!... wait and see ;) i got a surprise for you~ hehe... shhhhhhhh XD

hmmm..this time i went to sibu i visited my grandma (ex father's mother), and i had dinner with her and my aunt (ex father's sister)...its been years four of us include my brother sit together and had meal together on a table..it was sweet and i love it :)

after dinner we went to market and get something for brother because he need them..and then my aunt together with grandma send me back..before they leave i gave grandma a ang pau...my mom knew it and asked me why i gave? actually...i don't know :(

but in my heart i was thinking..its been years i didn't go back to sibu visit her and i think as a grandson i should do so..that's why i give..my mom praised me and say it was good job..at first i don't think of giving but i just don't know why i will give..mom say it was God job :)

and i believe..God give me the chance to go sibu and met her after years and we sit down togther and had dinner like before we did :) after i gave the ang pau i received a test message from aunt said "thanks for it, grandma was touched" and when i reach home today mom told me aunt called and it was touching when she received ang pau from her grandson~ when i knew it i felt touched too because i never knew that my action will bring such feeling~

thank God given such oppertunity to do what i should do as a grandson :)

friends~ its lovely just to visit your grandma or grandpa sometime..you no need to do anything just visit them, it will make them feel touched and lovely~ try ;)

i.m back :)

some of you don't know but i just came back from sibu, sales person of Boulevard IT for PIKOM PC FAIR.. it was GREAT!

like usual..knew new friends and got along with them very well even its only 3 days :) introducing new brand labtop, Lenovo, and found out it was a GOOD brand O.O

quite a lovely thing was...there is a friend, we are not kinda close to each other but we know each other..we met only 3 times in 2 years but feel like we can actually chat like friends which see each other often..and this time pc fair we happen to be working together and this is the first time we really meet each other HAHAHAHA!! now only i feel like we are friend now..well~ it's good.. x) 沈佳宜.. 柯景騰.. 馬尾.. 那些年.. hahahahahahaha!!! that was really unforgetable memory~ lovely :))

a good son to be :)

Hello~ My name is Joshua and I am 21 years old.. I'm currently studying in Yamaha Academics & Arts, Kelana Jaya..

I'm also part time music teacher in Yamaha GREAT LAND Music School Bintulu..so means i get paid for my job~

Few days ago i receive my salary as usual and i went home..i gave some of my salary to my mummy~ haha! here comes the main part...she was happy and she told my younger sister about it..and today we went for work together at Yamaha GREAT LAND..and she told my boss (YGL manager) about it..and when i took my break at noon my boss stopped me and told me this..

"Jong (nickname), do you know your mom told me about the things you did?"
"Hmm? What was that?"
"She told me you gave her part of your salary as a.k.a water bill and electric bill?"
"Ya~ actually just to give her since i have now a stable income?"
"Good Job! When she told me about that your mom was having tears in her eyes and almost cry~"
"REALLY?? WOW! She really DID?"
"Yes she did~ Why would I lie about that? She was touched of what you gave and she was really proud of you~ Good boy son.."
"WOOW! Thanks~ I'm.....happy~"

yeah~ i gave rm200 to my mom and say it was for the bills to pay..actually that is not what i am thinking..you know mom had been taking care of us three kids after dad leave our family..and she had fight hard and worked so hard to raise us..I think that is WHAT I MUST DO..at least as the eldest son in our family~

Well~ son or daughter out there..if you are working now or a part time jobber..it's really a good thing to do if you give a part of your salary no matter it is rm50? rm100? or rm200?..trust me~ your parents will really really really touched x)

TRY OUT!! Share LOVE <3 hehe~

tonight was a rainy night~ raindrops dropping on the roof and it sounds just like melody :)
i've rewriting this blog for few times already and i really don't know what to write =.=
fine....good night x(

i always heard my female friend talking about how boys doesn't know about they girls feeling..doesn't know about what girls thinking..doesn't know about what girls want..hmmm~ yeah indeed we don't know..sometime x)

but then i am also thinking that..do girl's know what boys think, want or feel?

HAHA! :) how to say? hmmm~~

i think only some of boys know... very less boy will know what i wanted to say here..so girls..do you know???

TEEHEEE xD

long time not coming..haha..

tonight at this moment i feel so unfair...
i just want to get treated as the same way others were..maybe he is indeed yeah more cute than me good looking than me..but like all others did? i just want you too care more about me..

im now a working person..having my own salary.. this year new year i bought ALL the new year with my own money.. but i don't know why i don't feel happy eventhough all those shirts were my favourite..

and all the things i had? i must share..i just don't feel good about it..

now i don't wanna be mature, i don't wanna be strong, i don't wanna be independent.. i just wanna be cared or sayang..... i want it :'(

Woww.. its been such long time i didn't open my blog AGAIN.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! oh yeah i always like the opening of my blog.. it looks so FAMILIAR everytime.. muahahahaha~~

what makes me open and write again? its a "question"..

and this is the question :" Are you still waiting the girl that you love before? And did you still find her?"

and i'm *DING* awake~ she? oh my God.. how many months have we lost contact with each other??.....

she is now in KL studying.. she is busy.. yeah~ i admit i didn't find her already and with the first reason is because she was busy.. and now? I'm wondering too......

how are you?? are you still fine?? I'm relly getting to know less and less about you.. hair grow out already? did you grow taller? getting fat? HOW ARE YOU???

nevermind... thanks to that friend i'm now awake.. lately my memories were filled with happiness, performances, practices, joy, laughter, sadness and emoness.. and yeah did you found any word spelled L.O.V.E? nop~ im forgetting about that word xD

in KL, Yamaha Academic having fun with all the gang there.. Im happiest! honest.. the go go emo pretty je, a very talented handsome and way go cool professional in playing electone my leng zai, a very cool and kinda funny ying je, new gay friend from miri hyper mui n ok jacq.. my best ever drum sifu a.k.a spongebob? HAHAHAHA!!! just think of them im smiling already.. how if i saw them?? oh my we are laughing till DEAD!! especially in 7214.. HIGH HIGH!!! I'M SO HIGH!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

well.. there's nothing much to talk about.. OH YA! i haven't answer the question up there.. hmmm~

No.. haha~ yeah there is dream in me now.. so.. yeah i'm a bad guy.. sorry for letting you go.. there is my dream there waiting for me.. L.O.V.E?? nahh~ lets just let God plan it all for me XD

bye~~