"今天晚上, 民恩堂播了一部叫 "Courageous" 的電影..整部戲都在說父親的責任和偉大, 包括我們的阿爸父上帝..影片過後, 牧師就要求了眾父親的妻子與孩子一同為他們禱告..看著他們牽著父親粗又偉大的手..在後面的我~ 心碎了... 這裡的我, 只能默默的為著他禱告..希望上帝都能看顧他的一切..爸爸~ 加油..." << 這個呢, 是我 facebook 現在的 status..這部電影有讓我淚汪汪的..因為一直講到父親~ hmmmm.. 跟我很好的朋友應該都知道吧? 知道我父親的故事.. ^^

(講一點點啦)

在我六年級的時候, 爸爸因為欠債離開了我們一家..在這幾年的時間一直都沒有回來過..不過之間呢, 托媽媽朋友的幫忙下找到爸爸數次..也見了面..每一次見面, 他呢就是越來越老, 越來越憔悴..說真的~ 心裡難免都有那麼一點心痛..

在一個教會的營會, 我有了這個機會來分享我的故事~ 說了出來, 當時我哭了, 也是我最後一次哭~ 上帝教我們 "我們要愛我們的仇敵"..在傳道的開導和安慰下, 漸漸地, 我原諒了我爸爸~ 過後也有見過幾次面..也跟我要過錢..不過我都給了~ 因為以前他給我的, 遠遠都比我給的多~ 慢慢的..媽媽開始也原諒了他..不過的..因為一些事, 媽媽和爸爸還是決定了離婚..

故事其實大慨是這樣..事情過了這麼久, 我還不曾忘過..記得有一次媽媽要求爸爸見面, 就在 sibu wisma sanyan KFC 門口..當時弟弟妹妹都在..談判后媽媽帶著弟弟妹妹離開..這時我躲在 kfc 附近的柱子偷看..我, 看到了我爸爸流下眼淚~ 那個眼淚不知道是為了什麼..不過, 看了, 我也難受~

今晚在教會..看著前面的父親, 被自己愛的妻子和孩子牽著手, 在上帝的面, 為著他們愛的爸爸, 來禱告~ 手牽手~ 在後面的我..哈哈! 沒幹嘛 x) 看而已~ 看著他們一起, 一家人, 在上帝面前, 聖堂裏面, 大聲的來禱告, 我.....也希望我也有 ^^ anyway, 天下的爸爸們, 不要令自己的孩子老婆受傷..因為你, 父親, 是整個家庭的支柱和力量..孩子們, 要珍惜你身邊愛你的爸爸~ 不要到消失了, 才後悔哦 ;)

今晚就寫到這裡啦~ 哈哈! 阿爸!! 加油哦!! [ 好久沒有叫 "阿爸" 了 :') ]

第一次嘗試用華文來寫我的 blog, 不知道效果如何..呵呵~ 一直以來都是用英語來寫的, 不過今晚想嘗試用華文 (我不拿手的語言) 來寫~ x目 其實我在網咯上 follow 了很多的 blog..其中有一些是朋友..其他的是那些我不認識, 但是 blog 又寫得很好的人~ 我非常喜歡那些用照片來寫 blog 的..因為除了讀他們所寫的東西, 在他們拍出的照片中也能感受到他們要表達的東西..(有些)

最近呢~ 我也拍了不少照片..用我自己的 style 和 feelings 來拍出了我日常生活中很常接觸的東西..也就是 MUSIC 音樂 :) 

 我從小就開始學音樂了~ 最初接觸的是鋼琴..因為我媽媽本身就是個鋼琴老師~ 一直都在媽媽的教導下..也漸漸對這個音樂產生了感覺~ 在我不開心的時候, 坐在鋼琴上彈奏一些的歌, 還蠻有 feel 的..最怕的是在彈奏的時候, 突然間媽媽問起: "失戀啊? 彈這麼悲哀的歌.." 哈哈~ 聽得出的..

現在呢, 走向音樂這條路~ 除了鋼琴, 很高心的, 我到了西馬, 學習了新的兩種樂器.. 一個是爵士鼓 Jazz Drum 和 古典吉他 Classical Guitar.. 但是呢我個人非常喜歡爵士鼓~ 也不是說我不喜歡吉他啦..因為吉他很難 >3< 需要做到的東西很多, 也不容易.. 鼓也不是說很容易... 就......對它的感情比較深! 也遇到了一個非常非常好的老師! Edmund Yong :)

學著學著, 我也學了三年了~ 今年是我最後一年! 過後呢, 我就過著我自己的音樂生活了~ 將來的路途, 其實我也還沒決定好... 很希望能去到西馬, 和我的老師一起闖出名堂! 也把音樂這個東西帶給更多的人! 

說來是容易, 不過真正去實行還真的很難~ 其實我也有想過要在自己的地方開始一些新的東西..不過, 嘗試去這麼做..可是都不被支持 T.T 有的時候在家裡或者是在哪裡都好, 就是會有這個靈感, 寫出了一些屬於我自己的歌~ 寫了好多! 可是呢...寫了也沒用~

很多人都有夢想~ 可是你的夢想到底能實現嗎? 如果能的話你有去打拼嗎? 我很希望有這個機會.. 真的~ 我也有夢想! 可是....

Welcome to today's photo blogging ^^
life is going on and photo had become all the memories

picture with professionalist

le drum lecturer Edmund Yong

recording process

khoon gor ready for the recording

Kira recording guitar part

khoon gor

Penny Lock a.k.a leng leng jeje

emo

and then this were my music school students :3

Ryan

Mark

soon cheng

Hisyam

zhu qing

aren't they cute and bright?

future musician~

hope to see them grow faster

drum

guitar and script

twin guitar

le drumstick and pedal

my life was good enough with all these~

drum

guitar

i like them

even its sometime stress and tiring, but i still enjoy it

shoes and frisbee shirt

Ultra Star disc of mine

new sneakers

NIKE leader court low

Jeremy Lin #17 & Rajan Rondo #9
jersey

Ultimate frisbee and basketball

my favourite sports

Jeff, Ian and Hinzai

Bernice, dota kaki xP

my dearest 干爹

my "daughter" Apple and Jessica

all these were given by God and they had given me lots of memories and love in my life
hopefully you there my friend, will find memories like i had too
pray to God and He will lead you
and you will found them
^^
Thanks for viewing my blog
Have a Nice Day and Be Happy~~

LOVE

today is my mom's birthday and i totally forgot!!! !@#$%^&*.. few days ago i went to sibu and those days were really busy and i didn't even get chance to talk to my mom in phone..oh mom i'm really so sorry~~~

BUT!... wait and see ;) i got a surprise for you~ hehe... shhhhhhhh XD

hmmm..this time i went to sibu i visited my grandma (ex father's mother), and i had dinner with her and my aunt (ex father's sister)...its been years four of us include my brother sit together and had meal together on a table..it was sweet and i love it :)

after dinner we went to market and get something for brother because he need them..and then my aunt together with grandma send me back..before they leave i gave grandma a ang pau...my mom knew it and asked me why i gave? actually...i don't know :(

but in my heart i was thinking..its been years i didn't go back to sibu visit her and i think as a grandson i should do so..that's why i give..my mom praised me and say it was good job..at first i don't think of giving but i just don't know why i will give..mom say it was God job :)

and i believe..God give me the chance to go sibu and met her after years and we sit down togther and had dinner like before we did :) after i gave the ang pau i received a test message from aunt said "thanks for it, grandma was touched" and when i reach home today mom told me aunt called and it was touching when she received ang pau from her grandson~ when i knew it i felt touched too because i never knew that my action will bring such feeling~

thank God given such oppertunity to do what i should do as a grandson :)

friends~ its lovely just to visit your grandma or grandpa sometime..you no need to do anything just visit them, it will make them feel touched and lovely~ try ;)

i.m back :)

some of you don't know but i just came back from sibu, sales person of Boulevard IT for PIKOM PC FAIR.. it was GREAT!

like usual..knew new friends and got along with them very well even its only 3 days :) introducing new brand labtop, Lenovo, and found out it was a GOOD brand O.O

quite a lovely thing was...there is a friend, we are not kinda close to each other but we know each other..we met only 3 times in 2 years but feel like we can actually chat like friends which see each other often..and this time pc fair we happen to be working together and this is the first time we really meet each other HAHAHAHA!! now only i feel like we are friend now..well~ it's good.. x) 沈佳宜.. 柯景騰.. 馬尾.. 那些年.. hahahahahahaha!!! that was really unforgetable memory~ lovely :))

a good son to be :)

Hello~ My name is Joshua and I am 21 years old.. I'm currently studying in Yamaha Academics & Arts, Kelana Jaya..

I'm also part time music teacher in Yamaha GREAT LAND Music School Bintulu..so means i get paid for my job~

Few days ago i receive my salary as usual and i went home..i gave some of my salary to my mummy~ haha! here comes the main part...she was happy and she told my younger sister about it..and today we went for work together at Yamaha GREAT LAND..and she told my boss (YGL manager) about it..and when i took my break at noon my boss stopped me and told me this..

"Jong (nickname), do you know your mom told me about the things you did?"
"Hmm? What was that?"
"She told me you gave her part of your salary as a.k.a water bill and electric bill?"
"Ya~ actually just to give her since i have now a stable income?"
"Good Job! When she told me about that your mom was having tears in her eyes and almost cry~"
"REALLY?? WOW! She really DID?"
"Yes she did~ Why would I lie about that? She was touched of what you gave and she was really proud of you~ Good boy son.."
"WOOW! Thanks~ I'm.....happy~"

yeah~ i gave rm200 to my mom and say it was for the bills to pay..actually that is not what i am thinking..you know mom had been taking care of us three kids after dad leave our family..and she had fight hard and worked so hard to raise us..I think that is WHAT I MUST DO..at least as the eldest son in our family~

Well~ son or daughter out there..if you are working now or a part time jobber..it's really a good thing to do if you give a part of your salary no matter it is rm50? rm100? or rm200?..trust me~ your parents will really really really touched x)

TRY OUT!! Share LOVE <3 hehe~

tonight was a rainy night~ raindrops dropping on the roof and it sounds just like melody :)
i've rewriting this blog for few times already and i really don't know what to write =.=
fine....good night x(