今天, 就如往常, 五點的時候到草場去玩我喜愛的 飛盤 frisbee. 到了草場就和幾個兄弟一起練習和進行比賽..非常的累人不過刺激 ^^ 可是, 今天去人帶著扭傷的姆子到草場去...表現不是很好 x(

回到家, 沖好凉, 坐在電腦面前, 按按滑鼠, 打打鍵盤, 感覺膝蓋和手指都有一些些的痛.. 結果拿了鐵打酒就一直檫啊~檫啊~ 檫~~ 突然發現..我的姆子, 腳踝 都有一些些的不一樣 O.O 結果就把它們拍下來了 ^^"

這就是我的腳踝, ankle.. 曾經因為籃球扭過三次~ 它也辛苦了.. 不過就在有一次的長途路程, 從我家民都魯到詩巫, 我一人就坐在後座中間, 把我的叫偏 90度 這麼擺著..四個小時的時間一直沒有換過姿勢, 就這樣到了詩巫~ 不過要下車的時候呢, 想把我的腳轉回來的時候, 這是整個人就倒在地上.. 什麽都感覺不到, 只感覺得到 痛 >.< 家人也不曉得發生什麽事就在很緊張的情況下帶我到附近的師傅家看看..結果師傅要求把我帶到醫院檢查..不就到了醫院照了 X-光..原來發現我腳踝的骨頭已經裂了..所形成了 right ankle 兩粒骨頭..(上面就是我的腳踝團, right ankle 有明顯的兩粒骨, left 就只有一粒) 醫生一直建議我不要在運動了..可是男生嘛!! 少了運動怎麼行?! 不管了! 

最近因為開始對飛盤越來越愛! 就比較常玩飛盤而沒打籃球了 ^^" (可是我還是愛籃球的) 可是在很多次接盤的時候, 會不小心打到姆子或扭到.. 前幾個禮拜扭到了一次, 也沒去什麽在意就繼續玩.. 這幾天又扭到, 過後昨天在還沒好的情況下又扭到 >.< 今天.....有用過頭了姆子..結果到家的時候.....所以就在揉的時候發現...天啊!!! 我姆子也變形了!!!! 很緊張就一直看我姆子..一直和 left thumb 比..比..比..真的變形了 T.T 我想..應該也是和我腳踝一樣的情況了..之前就是因為扭到沒去治療所以留下這樣的後遺癥..看來~ 姆子也是這樣了...

其實其他受傷的地方也有 食指 (扭傷), 膝蓋 (韌帶輕微受傷) 和眼睛 (插傷)..膝蓋爲了第二天的比賽還特地跑去 放血 ..過程還蠻好笑的..師傅還給我看我的血.. 好黑啊 >.<" 眼睛呢就在不小心的情況下,被對方手指插傷..跟你們講..這個是 史上最痛的經驗! 我沒開玩笑.. 因為這眼睛花了我好幾百塊.. 也做了兩個禮拜的獨眼龍.. 我.... 真的...... 沒話說.....

現在想起來開始覺得有點害怕~ 開始也沒有再這麼認真了.. 因為怕哪一天再也不能用它們, 我的一身就完了~ 我是音樂人..手指是最重要的 >.< 鼓手, 腳踝和膝蓋也很重要... 媽媽很常都罵我..可是就是不聽~ 媽, 不是我不要..只是有時候真的不能控制自己..對不起啦~~

近幾天, 腸胃也很常不舒服.. 媽媽一直逼我去驗血.. 可是, 我真的沒這個勇氣去.. 真怕我有什麽..

今晚被這些傷 EMO 到了... 告訴自己, 以後小心一點吧! 

"今天晚上, 民恩堂播了一部叫 "Courageous" 的電影..整部戲都在說父親的責任和偉大, 包括我們的阿爸父上帝..影片過後, 牧師就要求了眾父親的妻子與孩子一同為他們禱告..看著他們牽著父親粗又偉大的手..在後面的我~ 心碎了... 這裡的我, 只能默默的為著他禱告..希望上帝都能看顧他的一切..爸爸~ 加油..." << 這個呢, 是我 facebook 現在的 status..這部電影有讓我淚汪汪的..因為一直講到父親~ hmmmm.. 跟我很好的朋友應該都知道吧? 知道我父親的故事.. ^^

(講一點點啦)

在我六年級的時候, 爸爸因為欠債離開了我們一家..在這幾年的時間一直都沒有回來過..不過之間呢, 托媽媽朋友的幫忙下找到爸爸數次..也見了面..每一次見面, 他呢就是越來越老, 越來越憔悴..說真的~ 心裡難免都有那麼一點心痛..

在一個教會的營會, 我有了這個機會來分享我的故事~ 說了出來, 當時我哭了, 也是我最後一次哭~ 上帝教我們 "我們要愛我們的仇敵"..在傳道的開導和安慰下, 漸漸地, 我原諒了我爸爸~ 過後也有見過幾次面..也跟我要過錢..不過我都給了~ 因為以前他給我的, 遠遠都比我給的多~ 慢慢的..媽媽開始也原諒了他..不過的..因為一些事, 媽媽和爸爸還是決定了離婚..

故事其實大慨是這樣..事情過了這麼久, 我還不曾忘過..記得有一次媽媽要求爸爸見面, 就在 sibu wisma sanyan KFC 門口..當時弟弟妹妹都在..談判后媽媽帶著弟弟妹妹離開..這時我躲在 kfc 附近的柱子偷看..我, 看到了我爸爸流下眼淚~ 那個眼淚不知道是為了什麼..不過, 看了, 我也難受~

今晚在教會..看著前面的父親, 被自己愛的妻子和孩子牽著手, 在上帝的面, 為著他們愛的爸爸, 來禱告~ 手牽手~ 在後面的我..哈哈! 沒幹嘛 x) 看而已~ 看著他們一起, 一家人, 在上帝面前, 聖堂裏面, 大聲的來禱告, 我.....也希望我也有 ^^ anyway, 天下的爸爸們, 不要令自己的孩子老婆受傷..因為你, 父親, 是整個家庭的支柱和力量..孩子們, 要珍惜你身邊愛你的爸爸~ 不要到消失了, 才後悔哦 ;)

今晚就寫到這裡啦~ 哈哈! 阿爸!! 加油哦!! [ 好久沒有叫 "阿爸" 了 :') ]

第一次嘗試用華文來寫我的 blog, 不知道效果如何..呵呵~ 一直以來都是用英語來寫的, 不過今晚想嘗試用華文 (我不拿手的語言) 來寫~ x目 其實我在網咯上 follow 了很多的 blog..其中有一些是朋友..其他的是那些我不認識, 但是 blog 又寫得很好的人~ 我非常喜歡那些用照片來寫 blog 的..因為除了讀他們所寫的東西, 在他們拍出的照片中也能感受到他們要表達的東西..(有些)

最近呢~ 我也拍了不少照片..用我自己的 style 和 feelings 來拍出了我日常生活中很常接觸的東西..也就是 MUSIC 音樂 :) 

 我從小就開始學音樂了~ 最初接觸的是鋼琴..因為我媽媽本身就是個鋼琴老師~ 一直都在媽媽的教導下..也漸漸對這個音樂產生了感覺~ 在我不開心的時候, 坐在鋼琴上彈奏一些的歌, 還蠻有 feel 的..最怕的是在彈奏的時候, 突然間媽媽問起: "失戀啊? 彈這麼悲哀的歌.." 哈哈~ 聽得出的..

現在呢, 走向音樂這條路~ 除了鋼琴, 很高心的, 我到了西馬, 學習了新的兩種樂器.. 一個是爵士鼓 Jazz Drum 和 古典吉他 Classical Guitar.. 但是呢我個人非常喜歡爵士鼓~ 也不是說我不喜歡吉他啦..因為吉他很難 >3< 需要做到的東西很多, 也不容易.. 鼓也不是說很容易... 就......對它的感情比較深! 也遇到了一個非常非常好的老師! Edmund Yong :)

學著學著, 我也學了三年了~ 今年是我最後一年! 過後呢, 我就過著我自己的音樂生活了~ 將來的路途, 其實我也還沒決定好... 很希望能去到西馬, 和我的老師一起闖出名堂! 也把音樂這個東西帶給更多的人! 

說來是容易, 不過真正去實行還真的很難~ 其實我也有想過要在自己的地方開始一些新的東西..不過, 嘗試去這麼做..可是都不被支持 T.T 有的時候在家裡或者是在哪裡都好, 就是會有這個靈感, 寫出了一些屬於我自己的歌~ 寫了好多! 可是呢...寫了也沒用~

很多人都有夢想~ 可是你的夢想到底能實現嗎? 如果能的話你有去打拼嗎? 我很希望有這個機會.. 真的~ 我也有夢想! 可是....

Welcome to today's photo blogging ^^
life is going on and photo had become all the memories

picture with professionalist

le drum lecturer Edmund Yong

recording process

khoon gor ready for the recording

Kira recording guitar part

khoon gor

Penny Lock a.k.a leng leng jeje

emo

and then this were my music school students :3

Ryan

Mark

soon cheng

Hisyam

zhu qing

aren't they cute and bright?

future musician~

hope to see them grow faster

drum

guitar and script

twin guitar

le drumstick and pedal

my life was good enough with all these~

drum

guitar

i like them

even its sometime stress and tiring, but i still enjoy it

shoes and frisbee shirt

Ultra Star disc of mine

new sneakers

NIKE leader court low

Jeremy Lin #17 & Rajan Rondo #9
jersey

Ultimate frisbee and basketball

my favourite sports

Jeff, Ian and Hinzai

Bernice, dota kaki xP

my dearest 干爹

my "daughter" Apple and Jessica

all these were given by God and they had given me lots of memories and love in my life
hopefully you there my friend, will find memories like i had too
pray to God and He will lead you
and you will found them
^^
Thanks for viewing my blog
Have a Nice Day and Be Happy~~

LOVE

today is my mom's birthday and i totally forgot!!! !@#$%^&*.. few days ago i went to sibu and those days were really busy and i didn't even get chance to talk to my mom in phone..oh mom i'm really so sorry~~~

BUT!... wait and see ;) i got a surprise for you~ hehe... shhhhhhhh XD

hmmm..this time i went to sibu i visited my grandma (ex father's mother), and i had dinner with her and my aunt (ex father's sister)...its been years four of us include my brother sit together and had meal together on a table..it was sweet and i love it :)

after dinner we went to market and get something for brother because he need them..and then my aunt together with grandma send me back..before they leave i gave grandma a ang pau...my mom knew it and asked me why i gave? actually...i don't know :(

but in my heart i was thinking..its been years i didn't go back to sibu visit her and i think as a grandson i should do so..that's why i give..my mom praised me and say it was good job..at first i don't think of giving but i just don't know why i will give..mom say it was God job :)

and i believe..God give me the chance to go sibu and met her after years and we sit down togther and had dinner like before we did :) after i gave the ang pau i received a test message from aunt said "thanks for it, grandma was touched" and when i reach home today mom told me aunt called and it was touching when she received ang pau from her grandson~ when i knew it i felt touched too because i never knew that my action will bring such feeling~

thank God given such oppertunity to do what i should do as a grandson :)

friends~ its lovely just to visit your grandma or grandpa sometime..you no need to do anything just visit them, it will make them feel touched and lovely~ try ;)

i.m back :)

some of you don't know but i just came back from sibu, sales person of Boulevard IT for PIKOM PC FAIR.. it was GREAT!

like usual..knew new friends and got along with them very well even its only 3 days :) introducing new brand labtop, Lenovo, and found out it was a GOOD brand O.O

quite a lovely thing was...there is a friend, we are not kinda close to each other but we know each other..we met only 3 times in 2 years but feel like we can actually chat like friends which see each other often..and this time pc fair we happen to be working together and this is the first time we really meet each other HAHAHAHA!! now only i feel like we are friend now..well~ it's good.. x) 沈佳宜.. 柯景騰.. 馬尾.. 那些年.. hahahahahahaha!!! that was really unforgetable memory~ lovely :))

a good son to be :)

Hello~ My name is Joshua and I am 21 years old.. I'm currently studying in Yamaha Academics & Arts, Kelana Jaya..

I'm also part time music teacher in Yamaha GREAT LAND Music School Bintulu..so means i get paid for my job~

Few days ago i receive my salary as usual and i went home..i gave some of my salary to my mummy~ haha! here comes the main part...she was happy and she told my younger sister about it..and today we went for work together at Yamaha GREAT LAND..and she told my boss (YGL manager) about it..and when i took my break at noon my boss stopped me and told me this..

"Jong (nickname), do you know your mom told me about the things you did?"
"Hmm? What was that?"
"She told me you gave her part of your salary as a.k.a water bill and electric bill?"
"Ya~ actually just to give her since i have now a stable income?"
"Good Job! When she told me about that your mom was having tears in her eyes and almost cry~"
"REALLY?? WOW! She really DID?"
"Yes she did~ Why would I lie about that? She was touched of what you gave and she was really proud of you~ Good boy son.."
"WOOW! Thanks~ I'm.....happy~"

yeah~ i gave rm200 to my mom and say it was for the bills to pay..actually that is not what i am thinking..you know mom had been taking care of us three kids after dad leave our family..and she had fight hard and worked so hard to raise us..I think that is WHAT I MUST DO..at least as the eldest son in our family~

Well~ son or daughter out there..if you are working now or a part time jobber..it's really a good thing to do if you give a part of your salary no matter it is rm50? rm100? or rm200?..trust me~ your parents will really really really touched x)

TRY OUT!! Share LOVE <3 hehe~