today is just wonderful and good~just a while ago i went out with my best friend and we eat and share stories together~

among the stories we share there's something i feel so bad and wrong about it..the bad way that i've been treating my friendS~

i feel so bad when we talk about this topic because i ever heard that when i was in secondary, i'm hated by many people..reason? because i act too lawa in school >.< indeed it's TRUE!! i'm very active during secondary and many people know who i am..and thats the reason why i'm hated by them because i'm known and people were discussing me behind..

talking about "discussing me behind"..Harry~~i'm so sorry that i said bad things about you during the time we work together..i'm so sorry~ i know that maybe you had forgive me but until now meeting and talking with you still i feel guilty~ from the bottom of my heart i feel SORRY~~

this year i've learnt MANY MORAL! and it really help me in my life..i start to change..for some those who hate me i can't change your thinking but i will change myself and again appear in front of you a brand new me..i wish that one day you will accept me as friend again~

its a bit emo actually but these are what i'm having inside me now..well~ gotta sleep xD having a BLASTING night tonight! GOODNIGHT~~~

its a brand new day today and tomorrow is 20th May~

what's so special about tomorrow? nothing la~~~~ just quite a meaningful day for couples lo T.T

this few days i didn't touch my bloggie much because i was busy having fun with friends who were just back from kuching xD

and today is the day that i miss Her very much~ but she seems like doesn't miss me at all...its ok because maybe she was having classes and going to school all the time..

what to say? nothing~ haizzzzzzz....

(today is kinda moody >.<)

A day had passed again..history were yesterday, now is today, future are tomorrow..

Everyday are the same and I'm waiting for changes~
Everyday I heard of bad news and I'm waiting for a good new~
Everyday I'm scared and I'm waiting for peace~
Everyday I'm waiting for Her.........and now I'm still waiting for Her~

this morning when i woke up, before i opened my eye i'm scared! i was so afraid that when i tried to open i cannot see anything..every morning i'm carrying this fear just to open my eye i'm so scared..

God please help me with this FEAR! day by day i'm having this FEAR and i'm really scare...

today is a tiring and busy day..also a BAD day for me..

this morning me, Daren and Cindy..three of us went out to have breakfast and they accompany me to bank and spent their precious Monday with me~~

other than going bank, we had visited Eye Specialist Dentist..yess~to check out my eyes..well~i got bad news for my left eye..this is what i receive from the eye specialist doctor "I'm afraid that your will not recover again. The wound is big and it hurt deep in your eye. So what you can do is only to protect your eye and DON'T let it hurt again."..when i heard this i'm so so so so so not in mood already..i've spend more than rm400 only to treat my left eye and the result i got is? 沒有救 T.T

"Thanks" to the boy who cucuk my eye lo~what else can i say?

done of the sad post i want to share some happy things that happen today! ^^ yeah~~three of us went to IPOH TOWN and ate TOAST! woohoooo!! sememangnya NYAMAN! and i ordered ICE BLENDED CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM! it was sooo GOOD!

today was special enough because i've faced both happiness and sadness..but thanks God HE give me strength to become strong~~I wish that God can bless my health, my left eye and help me to always calm my mood, feeling and pressure~

good morning everybody! today is MOTHER'S DAY! oh yeah!!! but my mummy had left to kuching for piano seminar T.T

well it's ok~ because last night i had celebrate mother's day with my mummy~ this year is the first time me myself use me my own salary money money to treat mummy dinner! muahaha!!! mummy also feel happy because she said that at last she can have a dinner that she noly need to realx and eat bout no need pay XD

i'm happy too and mother's day one year only got this one time~ so this small small amount of money can't even compare with the care and love that she give to mi this 20 years of my life..

Mummy~ I Love You ^^

and HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all the mother in this world!

haha! why am i making a brand new blog? hehe~ it's because my previous was old version of blogger >.< so this is my NEW blog! and i'm going to use this from now on..hehe..

show you guys a really NICE photo taken by Stephanie Lau

a really nice sunset photo but the location of this place is UNKNOWN xD