yes..one night is going to pass..i have to train myself not to think of impossible things..such as..this..haha! i told myself that i had to train to become positive and love myself..i did~ but always i receive challenge that defeat me...that why i had to become MORE STRONG! had to stop thinking of it...i swear this will be the last EMO post i will ever post...and it will written in my blog HERE as prove and it is now HISTORY..